May 2024: Ins & Outs

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Dear May, I have great expectations and you have an LOT to live up to!

They say April showers bring May flowers, except – this April was one of my favorite months of all time! Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you life!!!!

May: A month intended to be filled with warm bright baby orange energy and auras, getting my life together, frolicking at the beach, and quality time with my favorite people in the universe – it’s time to recenter, regroup, and re-evaluate!!

Ins:

  • Tanning (yes I’m ashamed at how little I have been)
  • Mourning adolescence
  • Oversharing online
  • Working out
  • Yoga
  • Co-Star
  • Being excited about new things 
  • Keeping in touch with school friends
  • Going beyond trusting my gut to actually actively listening to my gut
  • Making the most out of lasts
  • Summer academic grind
  • Being honest with friends
  • 🪴 IN MODERATION – and figuring out what that moderation is
  • THE OCEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • Child like whimsy
  • Light energy (baby orange and green auras)
  • Reconnecting with home friends 
  • Full length shirts
  • Bringing my memeing energy to people on Nantucket
  • Opening up and trusting friends
  • Instituting traditions with home friends like taco loco
  • Picnics
  • Learning new things
  • Bringing patio and making my own patio energy on Nantucket
  • Having people meet me and my energy where it is 
  • Stalking
  • Working
  • Boot patio with Gigi (Batio)
  • Sandwich’s
  • Waking up earlier
  • Being more open to connections (having a more open mind)
  • Travel
  • Stoop energy but on Nantucket
  • Man spreading
  • Sex in then City
  • Miss Peaches!!!!!!!
  • DRIVING!!!!!!!!
  • The baby and clown filters on Snapchat
  • Skirts
  • Skims tank tops
  • Sewing 
  • Selective Sobriety
  • Celebrating 
  • Routine
  • Being honest about my pain
  • Reminicing
  • Noah Kahn
  • Rivers and Roads
  • Keeping connections 
  • Abundances of love 
  • Re aligning my socio-emotional barometer
  • Continuing the same energy in life I have right now

Outs:

  • Protecting people that don’t deserve my protection 
  • Mindlessly liking posts
  • Emotional attachments that don’t serve me
  • Overthinking the future 
  • Neglecting my personal wellness 
  • Too many conversations that don’t pass the bechdal test
  • Holding on so tight
  • Fear
  • Sharp 223 mattress
  • Substance abuse
  • Interacting with the opps that summer here (some things are better left in their own universes)
  • Worry to an unhealthy extent
  • 🪴
  • Letting things marinate in my brain for too long

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