We are SO back baby.
June: A month intended to be filled with strong, full, and clear energy and deep pink auras, dealing with things that have been a long time coming, jorts, amazing music, efforts to actively be preserving my frontal lobe, and more giggles than you could imagine! As I said before: we are SO back baby!!
Ins:
- Ranch life
- YOLO (why did we decide it’s cheugy – I think it’s still very applicable and should be re normalized tbh)
- Painting my nails
- Reading
- Ozempic
- Sitting at the beach (preferably alone) and shutting off all of my thoughts
- Mason Disicks instagram account
- Appreciating friends with the same communication style as me & telling them💝(not to the detriment of others ofc)
- Dressing up for fun
- Rainbows
- Starting to learn how to fr adult tbh
- Accepting love into my life and that I deserve to be treated the way I treat others but that being treated that way is a shocking honor
- The term “comfort person” and using that as a lens and means to evaluate my life and the people in it (I think this is one of the biggest compliments)
- Digestive enzymes
- Saying no to more but also saying yes to more
- Men who plays instruments (specifically the guitar) / men going into the kinesiology/sports medicine feild of work
- Texting people back (IM SORRY DON’T TAKE IT PERSONALLY)
- The term “BFC” aka Best Friend Crush (this has BEEN in but I’m actively bringing it back)
- The UV above 6 and weather to match
- Having/finding a “third place” (I feel very strongly about this)
- Popsicles but specifically rocket pops
- Getting my money up
- Strong clear energy
- Taking cute pictures for instagram
- Linked in games
- Acknowledging the power of speaking things into reality and being intentional with it
- Observing
- Normalizing when you screenshot CarPlay while driving just sending that with the photo instead of having to delete it
- Really leaning into being the most true, uninhibited, genuine version of myself – always
- Slowing down – it’s summer and time off for a reason
- Having romantic prospects
- Jorts (for men and women obvi)
- Celebrating the fact I didn’t peak in high school
- Being better/doing better than those who have wronged me in life
- Giggling
- People with aspirations in life
- More people in my life/in general like GK!!💝💝💝
- Having faith in my girl friends to be by my side and in my friendships with them
- Standing on business
- Strong, full, and clear energy and deep pink auras
- Harmless help with kickstarting karma
- Viewing absence of romantic love as a sign and chance to fully invest myself in platonic love and my platonic love relationships instead of searching
- Clothes/Accessories: Tube tops, Purses, Gingham print!!!!, strapless everything, Fruit print, Cheetah print, The color red!!!!!!!, No bras EVER, long flowing boho skirts, chunky layer jewelry, big belts
- Watching sunset
- Reaching out to people
- Graces birthday✨
- The term “Bar Tar” to describe the foul sludge the exists on the bottom on bar floors
- Preserving my frontal lobe development
- Recommitting to taking a more active role in bettering myself like I was earlier this year
- Ice cream (unfortunately!!)
- Being civilized
- Not having to be the bigger person
- Travel
- Making tik toks
- Drives🥹🤭
- Trips out on Grace’s boat
- Being honest
- Accepting I’m in the right in life and sometimes it’s simply not my responsibility although I may put it on myself and that’s ok
- Drinking proper amounts of water
- The Kardashians being back every week!
- Attracting good energy and good things
- General confidence
- Beach 21🤫
- Celebrating
- Child like whimsy
- Being mysterious
- Salsa (the dip not the dance)
- Routine
- Being honest about my pain
- Abundances of love
- Girlfriends.
- Treasuring my beautiful home & how lucky I am to live here/re grounding myself with its nature
- Songs/Albums/Artists: Saving up by Don Dolla, John Summits new album, Noah Kahan, Low Rider the War remix, Sweet Disposition but the Temper Trap John Summit remix, Topanga by lil uzi, Sza, Afraid to feel by LF system, Astroworld (the album), (Oddly compared to my normal music taste but) Espresso by Sabrina carpenter
- Delusion
- Following professional sports (that’s always an in but hasn’t been mentioned before) (NBA draft + NFL OTAs next up)
- Being funny
- RK, EQ, SK, GK, GW, VV, BG💖
- Pool days
- The four seasons Orlando baby
- Learning to trust certain people again
- Video diaries for mental health
Outs:
- Over scheduling myself
- Moving too fast in life
- Letting little things give me anxiety
- Not being the fullest, wholest, happiest version of myself
- Fear (especially preemptive fear)
- Undereacting
- Snap maps!!!!!!!!! (I actually can’t put enough of an emphasis on this one)
- Neglecting my personal wellness
- Careless speaking/speaking without intention or understanding the power our words have
- Hyper-fixation
- Mothering peoples sons❌
- Staying up too late at night
- Jlo (tbh I’m just so sick of her and the memes aren’t even a teeny tiny bit funny anymore)
- Waking up everyday and choosing peace
- Not knowing
- Friends that don’t put any effort into reaching out to you if you stop reaching out to them
- Dwelling
- Beach erosion
- Snap memories flashbacks
- Letting things marinate in my brain for too long
- Worry to an unhealthy extent
- substance abuse
- Too many conversations that don’t pass the bechdal test
- Not putting myself first (but still not at the expense of others)
- Putting off difficult conversations because they are scary
- Holding on so tight
- Being overly humble
- Bridgerton (the newest season was a flop tbh)
- Wondering
- Letting fear paralyze me
One last thing:
The past few weeks with the transition from college to home and readjusting to life while also maintaining who I am and my core has had this playing over and over in my mind and I thought I would re share this quote in the wise words of Billy Joel
“Slow down you crazy child, you’re so ambitious for a juvenile, but then if you’re so smart tell me why are you still so afraid?! Where’s the fire, what’s the hurry about? You’d better cool it off before you burn it down – you’ve got so much to do but only so many hours in a day – You know that when the truth gets told you can get what you want or you can just get old”

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